Usually the tradition in girls in my family is that they take control of the guys, some of the guys in my family have became abusers and cheaters especially the girls when they mad but they have gone back over the kids and evading child support., without names the same practice was done to my life and unfortunately didn’t work., reason is I have no kids yet, I’ve never been married and the kids my ex had weren’t mine plus he was always close., on this page I reveal myself to ya,. I don’t like abusing each other fisically mentally or emotionally or even verbally,. Yes there are horrible men out there on this world and there are also horrible females on this planet,. But are everyone equal to each other, is everyone the same ? Take me an as example, I had met a girl with kids while a crazy struggle in her life, her husband had just beaten her up and dislocated her spinal cord with a corner wall in the house, he was arrested and released with a restraining order, she started going to therapy for her troubles, fisically mentally plus emotionally, she’s disabled for life, knowing this lady she got married while the guy in a relationship with another girl,. She was always getting beaten and kicked out his moms house while living together,. When I saw the kids struggling I helped out a bit by secrecy and 2 to 3 months after I was kinda taking care of them and started getting received with joy every time I showed up to the house after work, then I was mostly getting invited to dinner and the kids kept pulling me into the house to play video games,. The girl started doing my nails and my feet,. Then suddenly a mistake happened and everything got screwed up,. There was love in the biggining but after the government took over her therapy issues and she started calling me the father of her kids and husband plus her having my name tattooed in her wrist with a red rose on top the government took my as the aggressor in her case and made the mistake, to this day after doing time and going through struggles after the time served they noticed they had done too much damage and trying to fix what they had broken made everything worse,. There is no love, and her actions on October 31 had gotten me a rash on November 1 2016 that scared me and I rushed into the hospital and the doctor called her herpers infection to a rash for reacting quickly and going to the hospital, luckily the doctor said I arrived just intime cause if I had waited too long he wouldn’t be able to do anything for me., I was blessed and cured in a week and still to this day I haven’t had any pussy cause I’m afraid of STDs,. I have a new pipi, really shiny but horribly scared of cheating girls,. I’m in love with work, not my job yet cause I felt a stabb wound today which I left early but thinking clearly the store manager doesn’t deserve a stabb wound from me when we get so along and his the one that will be progressing me,. I believe in respect, and doing harm to get to know someone isn’t right,. Take me for an example, I only was faithful loving a pleaser and like a bitch to the guy girls beaters uppers, cause even with her mental issues and her turning into her abuser I was even beaten up by her scratched and cheated on and I never laid a hand on her even when after a great my most beautiful experience in sexual intimacy she had gotten me two tiny red dots in my penis head , she looked at me freaked out trembling and I said with a mean face don’t worry I’ve never hit you and I’m not hitting you, get dressed and let’s go to the hospital and pray to god it’s not serious and she said no so I left alone and got my cure., I was always cooking helping out and keeping an eye on the kids while going to work long hours to spend everything on them on one day of fun,. Not every guy is like me or not everyone believes in love faithfulness and respect,/ I guess I only had a great dad that tought me right from wrong plus his job as a father on guiding me with Christian beliefs while my childhood years and when I went back to him in my teenager years,. I still can say I haven’t really met a girl like me yet, the ones I’ve met so far have always tried dominating me after a couple hugs, kisses, or when they ducked her lips out, like if it’s a ok to do harm or a green light to goof off, and when I’ve pulled away they have felt horrible,. And still to this day I’ve gotten blamed for my ex girlfriend husbands mistakes, beating her up cheating stealing from her and doing drugs plus changing her food stamps for drugs, and just bringing guys home to eat her kids stuff and preferring to chill with them be out all day in the streets than with her or his own kids, I believe in doing things right from the biggining not doing harm to then act like ignorant people like if people doesn’t notice or can’t see,. My ex did get pregnant in about 3 occasions but by her friends drinks and actions she kept loosing them while using the toilet,. green evening dresses